PONDERS


Sometimes, I'm as scared as a little kid, and am so throughly confused. At a loss. Have absolutely no inkling as to which - and what - is/are the wise choice(s). Sometimes, things just seem like a maze; a labyrinth - with no distinct route of right and wrong. At times, I worry and fear. That a bad or silly choice is made. That a foolish mistake is allowed to occur unknowingly. That things will just deteriorate from bad to worse. Fear that the wrong decisions are made. And finally, in the end, I continue to fear and worry incessantly because an important decision for a pressing issue has yet to be decided on - which may, unfortunately, result in the situation worsening - all because I'm just too fearful and confused to make the so-called "right" decision.

Is it alright to admit all these things?