COMEBACK

It has been quite a long while since this blog has been subjected to purposeful neglect. More than half a year, to be exact. For the past 6 months and more, I've been quite rather mindful of what I let on. This blog has always been (and still is) an intricate part of me, and indeed, cutting blogging off does have an effect no matter how I try to overlook it.

Most importantly, I do not need to change myself for anyone, particularly when there's no direct inter-personal connection. I owe this to myself.

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Plenty of things have been on my mind lately! For the past weeks, questions upon questions have been swarming my mind like pesky, stubborn flies - all of which I have no answers to. How I wish, at times, that the brain is like a light bulb; switching on and off at the flicking of a finger!

With the upcoming change of job (maybe might be hopefully most probably), there is this tingling feeling coursing through every fiber of my being. Like butterflies fluttering inside my body. Like red ants racing down the spine. Like million of jingle bells and ho-ho-ho. Of course, it is all exciting, and at times I can't wait for time to fast-forward; but undeniably, lurking sinisterly behind all this ecstasy is a pungent hint of unbearable suspense (which I hate!) and trepidation. And, oh, add on to the possibility of further studies. Gah! My mind is imploding! 

The most frustrating thing is : only time will unravel everything. As the saying goes, " 船到桥头自然直"!